Obstacles and Stumbling Blocks

Wow, I missed a whole month? I was inspired by many a sermon last month, especially those on the book of Philippians. I have been strengthened by the weekly prayers of others and wonder why I worried about anything. I feel such a renewed spirit, but let distractions keep me from writing about it. I have self doubts about the value of my writing. I have never been a good or witty writer. And that is what I enjoy reading. The parables of Jesus are good stories and often have snappy retorts to conniving questioners. The lessons and proverbs have been a marvelous guide for my life. I was excited and then scared to learn that people were reading my blogs. Suddenly, I was worried about not living up to expectations or not really having anything important or inspiring to say. Is it inner demons or supernatural forces that provide these obstacles to our progress and stumbling blocks in our performance? I think both, as always. The only way to tackle them is to get back at it. I don't mean revenge to the evil spirits, I mean to prayerfully get back to work and ignore that voices that stir fear. Even more than that, we should be very careful not to be a stumbling block for others. I know I have been when I tell my children they should not or could not do something they have a heart to try. Hannah is the one who has often proved me to be wrong in my assumption, by doing things that I thought were truly beyond her capability. Bethany tests me often by wanting things I am sure she won't use. And Elise will remind me that the way I say things or even my facial expression is a killer to her hope. I didn't know I had any real power over their choices or their performance. I always want to support them( and protect with warnings). I hate myself for ever hurting them in anyway. It really is that we hurt ourselves with those sub conscious thoughts and counter productive feelings that keep us from making positive advances toward our personal goals. So, back to writing whether it is for me to collect my thoughts or for the rare visitor that is led to this site. I impart no new wisdom, but reiterate what has been written of old. Keep flexible to leap over those hurdles that are between you and the finish line.